A Gentleman Whore

The Twenty-Ninth Post

Posted in Uncategorized by Gentleman Whore on December 30, 2008

Soon, then, the compartments will swallow you like they do, they always do. First you will be in a large compartment so vast I won’t even realize it’s there. Then, that compartment will shrink. And narrow. And shorten. Before long, you will be in a small room, in a mansion full of many rooms, where it won’t hurt, though you’ll be a tooth in the gears of my divine discontent machine. Then I’ll write horrible love stories that end in abandonment, and betrayal, and death, and you’ll watch them on the screen, or read them somewhere, and wonder if they were about you.

You really hurt the fuck out of me.

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  1. m/p said, on December 30, 2008 at 7:43 pm

    you portray hurt so beautifully.

    im so sorry.

  2. Ms. Inconspicuous said, on December 31, 2008 at 9:54 am

    Somehow, it would seem, the compartments have a mind all their own–out of our control.

    I’m sorry. I get this.

  3. Gentleman Whore said, on December 31, 2008 at 11:47 am

    Yeah. I tend to have two choices where they’re concerned: exercise them with intent, or let them exercise themselves.

  4. mrs. m said, on January 3, 2009 at 3:12 pm

    i’m a lurker, but after this one i had to say something.

    your words are beautiful. thank you for sharing. that’s all i had to say.

  5. oatmeal girl said, on January 3, 2009 at 9:38 pm

    If only literary revenge could kill the pain.

  6. moonheart said, on January 8, 2009 at 12:22 pm

    And the pain lingers…..

    Beautiful words, sharp as a knife.
    I wish you well.

  7. Gentleman Whore said, on January 15, 2009 at 7:26 pm

    @mrs. m: thanks for saying that. and for reading.

    @oatmeal girl: if only any kind of revenge could kill the pain. alas, no.

    @moonheart: thank you. and same to you.


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